As much as it is inappropriate as it is.. in..appropriate.. I am blogging, 9.43pm.
Normally that wouldn't sound bad at all, but thing is that I have three tests tomorrow.
Normally that would sound extremely bad, but considering its English, Chinese, and math? Yeah, its not that bad afterall.
I just had to sudden urge to blog, but who reads blogs nowadays? Here's an example, yesterday at math class.
Shuhui : RENALD! Blog is do what one ah?
Renald : Well, you basically write stuff.
Shuhui : So you write anything you want??!?
Renald : Uh , yeah sure.
Shuhui : Coooll..
Renald : I have a blog, you want me address?
Shuhui : Dun wan lah..
THERE YOU GO. WHO GIVES SHIT ABOUT BLOGS NOWADAYS. Last time everyone was all blogging and tagging and it was the freagin hit. But recently its like all, "Ahh, I'm just gonna go home and watch 9 episodes of How I Met Your Mother straight, then maybe study a little then sleep." Okay fine that's me. Actually no, I dont do the study part.
I'm just kidding, I study. Just not today. God there's nothing to study. I admit that there's one math formulae that I'm not too sure about but Future Me will deal with that. Am I right?
I realised that in my free time when I'm listening to my music on my phone, or on my laptop. That I always play a song with a rap in it first. And I'll picture myself on stage, in front of everyone, killing that rap. Totally ripping it. While a good friend of mine who is talented in singing sings the chorus.
Man, I secretly hope one day I'd be able to do it. Afterall, my obsession with raps came the day last year at the school's 'Got Talent' contest. These two girls were singing to Billionaire by Bruno and Travie McCoy, and some people were talking bout' how good the rapper was. In my mind I was like, that's good? I mean, she WAS good, I just felt I could do better.
Then came Usher's new hit DJ Got Us Falling In Love featuring Pitbull. I was amazed by how quick Pitbull's spanish rap was. It sounded freagin cool. Without the thought of ever showing off, I just searched up the lyrics and kept repetitively trying to imitate the tone, every single word his American-Spanish mouth was making.
In the end, the rap was freagin second nature to me. Ask me now, I'd rap it freagin chipmunk speed. WHUT UP. After awhile I started telling my friends I could rap that shit. They were like, Tch, yeah right. So I blew them away. Once again, TOTALLY NOT SHOWING OFF.
Then came the day the group of guys were pingponging at Ben's place. Magic by B.O.B came on. I told them by the end of the week I'd knock it down. Well I did, and they were starting to get annoyed with me singing it all day. So, I decided I'd only show off to those who havent heard me rap yet.
Well, I don't rap. I imitate the rap. Whut.
Ah, enough of the rap story. THOUGH, my 100% non-fail rap songs I've perfected are so far..
1) DJ Got Us Falling In Love - Usher ft. Pitbull
2) Magic - B.O.B ft. Rivers Cuomo
3) Nothin' On You - B.O.B ft. Bruno Mars
4) Airplanes - B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams
The Semi Know-Hows
5) I'll Be In The Sky - B.O.B
6) Airplanes pt. 2 - B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams and Eminem
7) Love The Way You Lie - Eminem ft. Rihanna
UPCOMING PROJECTS (Nope, not projects, just imitations.)
8) Don't Let Me Fall - B.O.B
9) Bet I Bust - B.O.B ft T.I & Playboy Tre
10) Past My Shades - B.O.B ft. Lupe Fiasco
11) Cold Wind Blows - Eminem
I know in years to come, I'm going to read this and say "Damn I was one show offing son of a bitch." But cmon, pointless things gets chicks. I'm kidding. Rap is.. my passion. I'm kidding as well. I just like raps. They're cool. And you know what they say, Imitation is the best form of flattery.
And.. well, that's it. Another of my stupid posts. I'm hungry.
-Renald
It just doesn't feel right.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
Our love's electric ~
Uh yeah, why isn't anyone posting.
Its a rhetorical question, I already know the answer, but still.
If you think about it, its not a question. There's no question mark. Whut.
I've scanned all my links (well, most of them), and only one or two posted in the past two weeks, one of em' HASN'T INVITED ME (*cough* tagger on 21 january *cough*) not that it affects my life big time or anything, just saying.
Right, so I'm a few hours away from running 5 kilometres around Bedok Reservoir. Had breakfast at 7, about to buy my lunch in a few minutes. A bit nervous to be honest, never ran a cross country before. But, its okay. Experience is cool.
So, the past few days we've been in camp. It was more fun than expected. Dragon boating just killed it man, it was awesome. Even though sewage water was drank more often than not. Really lazy to list out events but basically it was enjoyable. Till Jon's robotic dance left me stunned, or as my fellow nation would like to call, "chua tio".
After the campfire I took a moral from that dance. Pointless things might be pointless, but it gets you chicks. Hell yeah. Pointless Rambles? Not so much.
When we got back to school after 3 days, I found out Track and Field had 4 new members. ASTONISHINGLY HIGH NUMBER HUH? I dont even have to mention the sarcasm for you to know I was using it. But, I've mentioned it so there you go.
But that's not the point. Since nobody wanted lunch outside, (I'm kidding, nobody wanted me there ): ) I went to the bus stop to wait for the bus back home. Just then, Bryan and Sean came towards the busstop and we chatted a little. Then we got on the bus, found seats at the back of the bus. We talked relatively loudly and laughed a lot, on a quiet bus. Till Sean answered the phone. An old man (I could use uncle but I dont like that guy) suddenly screamed at Sean. Leaving me and Bryan, once again, chua tio.
He ranted on and on about the noise we were making, directing the whole bus' attention to us. His little speech went a little like this :
"CAN YOU ALL STOP TALKING SO LOUDLY? HUH? HELLO HELLO, YOU CAN HEAR THE OTHER PERSON ON THE PHONE OR NOT? FOR THE PAST HOW LONG I CANNOT ANSWER THE PHONE BECAUSE YOU ALL KEEP TALKING AND TALKING. YOU ARE DISRUPTING THE PEACE OF THE BUS! LAUGHING AND LAUGHING, I TOLERATED YOU ALL FOR VERY LONG ALREADY."
He didn't stop there. He turned towards me and Bryan and started screaming things we didn't even know happened. Oh and you should know that there was a fellow girl school mate beside us at the time.
"YOU ALL, HOW CAN YOU SPOUT NONSENSE TALKING ABOUT UNDERWEAR IN FRONT OF A GIRL? HUH? THIS IS PUBLIC PLACE AND YOU SHOUTING ABOUT OBSCENITIES, DONT YOU FEEL ASHAMED? TALK AND TALK AND TALK AND TALK, UNTIL I CANNOT TALK. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE?"
He then demanded us to leave the bus. We didn't, duh.
I felt apologetic somewhat, until I realised we did nothing wrong.
Firstly, the word underwear never left any of our mouths. Secondly, the girl was sleeping, using her phone. Until the old man started screaming. Have YOU thought about other people, old man? I understand, old people dont really hear properly. Thirdly, whoever said we can't talk in a public place? We can't talk on a bus? Oh please. Buses are always noisy, deal with it. If there are a bunch of teenagers on a bus, its obvious we would crack jokes and laugh and talk shit. You were once a teen, old man. Unless you were some unsociable.. person.
I'm not being bad here. He was just plain ureasonable. If you wanted to talk on the phone, give us a freagin warning first or something. Tell us politely and we'll shut up. Why just suddenly scream at us, that wont change a fucking thing.
We didnt go anywhere near the topic of underwear, and you practically just embarrased a couple of students having non-illegal fun on the bus. You made us look like uncaring perverts. The rant went on for about 5 minutes till the bus captain came up and calmed the old freagin man down.
I honestly didnt know whether to laugh or to feel angered over the whole matter. But still, it was the first time I got screamed at on a bus. FIRST TIMES FOR THE WIN.
Alright, time to get lunch. Ciao.
-Renald
Its a rhetorical question, I already know the answer, but still.
If you think about it, its not a question. There's no question mark. Whut.
I've scanned all my links (well, most of them), and only one or two posted in the past two weeks, one of em' HASN'T INVITED ME (*cough* tagger on 21 january *cough*) not that it affects my life big time or anything, just saying.
Right, so I'm a few hours away from running 5 kilometres around Bedok Reservoir. Had breakfast at 7, about to buy my lunch in a few minutes. A bit nervous to be honest, never ran a cross country before. But, its okay. Experience is cool.
So, the past few days we've been in camp. It was more fun than expected. Dragon boating just killed it man, it was awesome. Even though sewage water was drank more often than not. Really lazy to list out events but basically it was enjoyable. Till Jon's robotic dance left me stunned, or as my fellow nation would like to call, "chua tio".
After the campfire I took a moral from that dance. Pointless things might be pointless, but it gets you chicks. Hell yeah. Pointless Rambles? Not so much.
When we got back to school after 3 days, I found out Track and Field had 4 new members. ASTONISHINGLY HIGH NUMBER HUH? I dont even have to mention the sarcasm for you to know I was using it. But, I've mentioned it so there you go.
But that's not the point. Since nobody wanted lunch outside, (I'm kidding, nobody wanted me there ): ) I went to the bus stop to wait for the bus back home. Just then, Bryan and Sean came towards the busstop and we chatted a little. Then we got on the bus, found seats at the back of the bus. We talked relatively loudly and laughed a lot, on a quiet bus. Till Sean answered the phone. An old man (I could use uncle but I dont like that guy) suddenly screamed at Sean. Leaving me and Bryan, once again, chua tio.
He ranted on and on about the noise we were making, directing the whole bus' attention to us. His little speech went a little like this :
"CAN YOU ALL STOP TALKING SO LOUDLY? HUH? HELLO HELLO, YOU CAN HEAR THE OTHER PERSON ON THE PHONE OR NOT? FOR THE PAST HOW LONG I CANNOT ANSWER THE PHONE BECAUSE YOU ALL KEEP TALKING AND TALKING. YOU ARE DISRUPTING THE PEACE OF THE BUS! LAUGHING AND LAUGHING, I TOLERATED YOU ALL FOR VERY LONG ALREADY."
He didn't stop there. He turned towards me and Bryan and started screaming things we didn't even know happened. Oh and you should know that there was a fellow girl school mate beside us at the time.
"YOU ALL, HOW CAN YOU SPOUT NONSENSE TALKING ABOUT UNDERWEAR IN FRONT OF A GIRL? HUH? THIS IS PUBLIC PLACE AND YOU SHOUTING ABOUT OBSCENITIES, DONT YOU FEEL ASHAMED? TALK AND TALK AND TALK AND TALK, UNTIL I CANNOT TALK. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE?"
He then demanded us to leave the bus. We didn't, duh.
I felt apologetic somewhat, until I realised we did nothing wrong.
Firstly, the word underwear never left any of our mouths. Secondly, the girl was sleeping, using her phone. Until the old man started screaming. Have YOU thought about other people, old man? I understand, old people dont really hear properly. Thirdly, whoever said we can't talk in a public place? We can't talk on a bus? Oh please. Buses are always noisy, deal with it. If there are a bunch of teenagers on a bus, its obvious we would crack jokes and laugh and talk shit. You were once a teen, old man. Unless you were some unsociable.. person.
I'm not being bad here. He was just plain ureasonable. If you wanted to talk on the phone, give us a freagin warning first or something. Tell us politely and we'll shut up. Why just suddenly scream at us, that wont change a fucking thing.
We didnt go anywhere near the topic of underwear, and you practically just embarrased a couple of students having non-illegal fun on the bus. You made us look like uncaring perverts. The rant went on for about 5 minutes till the bus captain came up and calmed the old freagin man down.
I honestly didnt know whether to laugh or to feel angered over the whole matter. But still, it was the first time I got screamed at on a bus. FIRST TIMES FOR THE WIN.
Alright, time to get lunch. Ciao.
-Renald
Friday, January 14, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
2011 Preview
Well, after posting a review of the year long gone, I decided I'll make a preview right now.
Actually, I'm not a mind-reader so I can't actually write a preview of my life. Because that'll be boring, puh-lease. I dont wanna know what happens, or when I first get into a fight, when I lose my v...ery expensive pillow casings! *cough* But you catch my drift.
So far 2011 has been, hmm, pretty exciting to say the least. I really think its going to be a great year ahead. Well, at least I think so now. Class has been really fun. Oh gawd did I just say that? Imma sucha nerda. I'm kidding. I hate lesson, especially the lesson where you use the calculator thingy, its called uh.. what was the lesson called? Oh that's right, Mads.
My Mads teacher told us a really funny joke today : "We can't afford to lose time, we only have very few periods in a week.." Uhhuh, yeah sure teach, 7 periods is indefinitely little time in 5 days of schooling every week.
Speaking of jokes, recently my "Funny Jokes" app on my phone has been frequently used. I like telling people riddles and getting pissed when they get it right. When they fall for it, I feel extremely happy inside, even though it wasn't my joke. Still, I executed the riddle, give me credit, bitches. Well, you could argue I tried to steal the riddle-tellings away from Benedict but whatever.
Speaking of Benedict, I really wish to stop the ass-smacking phenomenon. Its creepy, and not to mention gay. So yeah, we're cool. I have concrete evidence I ain't gay. Unfortunately I cant really mention the evidence if not all barriers of life will fall. Not really. I'd be interested to find out what the barriers of life are anyway, but I'm digressing, let's move on.
Hmm, I'll make my life interesting this year. I swear. Instead just being the holidays, imma chase towards excitement in interesting-ent the whole freagin' year. So goodluck to me for that. So, till infinity and beyond.. hope.
Oh one more thing worth noting(not), I've got myself a new alarm clock. Hell yeah. Say hello to the guy who won't be late no more, chick-es. (See how weird that sounds Ben? That's why its Sexy Bitch, not Sexy Chick.)
-Renald
But tonight I'm f...ollowing you.
Oh oh ~ Oh oh~
Tonight I'm following you.
Actually, I'm not a mind-reader so I can't actually write a preview of my life. Because that'll be boring, puh-lease. I dont wanna know what happens, or when I first get into a fight, when I lose my v...ery expensive pillow casings! *cough* But you catch my drift.
So far 2011 has been, hmm, pretty exciting to say the least. I really think its going to be a great year ahead. Well, at least I think so now. Class has been really fun. Oh gawd did I just say that? Imma sucha nerda. I'm kidding. I hate lesson, especially the lesson where you use the calculator thingy, its called uh.. what was the lesson called? Oh that's right, Mads.
My Mads teacher told us a really funny joke today : "We can't afford to lose time, we only have very few periods in a week.." Uhhuh, yeah sure teach, 7 periods is indefinitely little time in 5 days of schooling every week.
Speaking of jokes, recently my "Funny Jokes" app on my phone has been frequently used. I like telling people riddles and getting pissed when they get it right. When they fall for it, I feel extremely happy inside, even though it wasn't my joke. Still, I executed the riddle, give me credit, bitches. Well, you could argue I tried to steal the riddle-tellings away from Benedict but whatever.
Speaking of Benedict, I really wish to stop the ass-smacking phenomenon. Its creepy, and not to mention gay. So yeah, we're cool. I have concrete evidence I ain't gay. Unfortunately I cant really mention the evidence if not all barriers of life will fall. Not really. I'd be interested to find out what the barriers of life are anyway, but I'm digressing, let's move on.
Hmm, I'll make my life interesting this year. I swear. Instead just being the holidays, imma chase towards excitement in interesting-ent the whole freagin' year. So goodluck to me for that. So, till infinity and beyond.. hope.
Oh one more thing worth noting(not), I've got myself a new alarm clock. Hell yeah. Say hello to the guy who won't be late no more, chick-es. (See how weird that sounds Ben? That's why its Sexy Bitch, not Sexy Chick.)
-Renald
But tonight I'm f...ollowing you.
Oh oh ~ Oh oh~
Tonight I'm following you.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
2010 Review
This seems a suitable time to, think back on the year 2010.
Its been, quite a road. Life rocks, dude. This year means so much to me, for some reason. It seems like a typical teenage year on the books, but really though, its been extremely memorable. It was the year that totally shaped me into who I am. Who I am right now, was a result of what I've did in 2010. All the crap I've done, I don't regret a single thing.
Well, the year started off extremely carefreely, I just got over some girl, who I now refer to with my friends as bimbo. Please don't read my blog, dear bimbo. But whatever. There wasn't really anything in it anyway, we barely talked. Thinking back I really think, how could I spend days stalking a singl... uh, let's skip that part.
So, after sitting with Haolun somewhere around March, I started to meet this bunch of really cool and fun guys, each with their unique personality. This group of people currently referred to, by some people, Cliquinity. Well, I suppose the sitting arrangement was the part where I actually got to know them, afterall you gotta admit, Haolun was the guy to hang out with. I won't say the word, I won't, Popular. Whoops, there you go. Lol. Nah, seriously though. My social life sort of took a turn once I became good friends with them group. More rebellious (sorta), more fun, I wasn't the moral guy I once used to be. I didn't stick to my word as much, I didn't seem to care.
Life then was all about fitting in, doing what my friends do. Sleeping in class, hitting on girls (Uh yeah, I didn't do that part. I just sat back and watched the rest, I swear.), hanging out at Benedict's house after school, beating each other at ping pong, rapping to songs trying to impress others. Basically I didn't give much shit to studies.
Around the early part of the year, there was this girl I really fancied. I won't hide it, I went crazy over her. Day and night, everything. All my focus was on how I should approach her the next day,topics I could pick up with her. Though it might sound creepy, I spent days daydreaming about how we would be and romantic shit like that. Yeah, I always barely get away with it when teachers asked what I was thinking.
Well, finally I grew some balls and asked her out. In a.. dramatic way. Around half way through the year. I may have actually pretended my life was a movie and did all that shit that I did, and thinking back it might actually make a good storybook. But that wasn't the point. She wasn't interested and I got rejected flat. It took days and days, heartbreaking shit at home. I was rotting. It was also the period I found out my phone was bullshite.
It took, plenty of months for me moaning and groaning about how useless I was, before I finally balled up and said, this is enough for me. I've spent a quarter of a year wasting my time on something I did not achieve, and thinking that love was all I needed. No, of course it wasn't. I'm young, there's plenty ahead of me. Even though the thought of me being a good boyfriend was still lingering at the back of my head. It wasn't what I needed, it was an important year for my studies and I know it.
Around early 2010 I was also actively talking to my now "Guru" Jiayu. She was the influence, the sole influence, well maybe a bit of the awesome Vanessa. She is the reason for me staying up, now. I remember there was this point she was addicted to Lady Gaga like mad, so I stayed up with her and waited for the Alejandro video to come out. At the time it was around 1 or 2. And I slept that late. Since then, I've been sleeping later and later. I had the guts to wake up early morning to watch Tottenham games as well. Big part of me right now, the staying up late thing.
So, later part of the year I knuckled down and studied, while the occasional after school lunch and pingpong at Ben's place. Then one fine afternoon, I played basketball with a couple of friends. That Friday afternoon was the day I met.. well, Potato. Nuff said. That potato was really cool, we shared quite a lot in common, and we talked quite a bit. I don't really wanna go into details but that Potato changed me. And will always be an important part of me.
That was also the year I became really self conscious, not really that vain but I started to take note of myself more than I used to before. I cared about what others thought about me and I made sure it was good things they were saying. Whenever I hear someone badmouthing me in any way, I get really upset. I try to change the way I am, to become someone better. Someone who was of help to people, someone friends could count on. And even at this moment I really try to be a good guy, in the meantime not forgetting to be myself.
Vanessa taught me one thing, I remember. That, I should stop living for other people. This is me, this is my life. I should enjoy it. Well, till now I still believe in helping whenever I can but well, maybe because of her I've learnt to enjoy life a bit more. Life is short, we should do whatever we want. As long as its morally correct and wont get you in too much of deep shit.
During the holidays I vowed I'd make it exciting and productive. Well, no doubt, I had a lot of fun. Though I felt it could have been better in some aspects. I didnt just lie around all day waiting for things to happen. I made it happen. Such as doing things I've never did before, because that's when you actually gain knowledge. So one day I tried eating a Double McSpicy. No doubt I gained knowledge, knowledge to never do that again. Unless I felt like doing so.
During the holidays, things happened as well. My maid went back to her homeland, leaving my family without a maid since years. We struggled to cope at first, had plenty of arguments here and there. But things seemed to have settled down right now. I must admit, I was really emotional when my maid left. I was on my way to meet Haolun when I teared on the train, I recieved a phone call from my dad scolding me because I forgot to take keys. That I had to open the door, not just ring a bell and someone would open it for me. I teared. It was a moment of realization, that, I have to start being independent. Start doing things on my own. I'm not the spoiled little brat I once was. I'm my own man. I'm capable of doing it myself, why bother people and get help for things I can do myself?
Well, life without a maid has settled down for me and family. We're far more relaxed now. There might have been much more I haven't mentioned in this post, but overall, I really enjoyed 2010. Thanks to all of you who I have met, who made this year an extremely fruitful and enjoyable year for me. It shaped me and I probably won't forget it. Cheers to a better 2011 everyone!
-Renald
Its been, quite a road. Life rocks, dude. This year means so much to me, for some reason. It seems like a typical teenage year on the books, but really though, its been extremely memorable. It was the year that totally shaped me into who I am. Who I am right now, was a result of what I've did in 2010. All the crap I've done, I don't regret a single thing.
Well, the year started off extremely carefreely, I just got over some girl, who I now refer to with my friends as bimbo. Please don't read my blog, dear bimbo. But whatever. There wasn't really anything in it anyway, we barely talked. Thinking back I really think, how could I spend days stalking a singl... uh, let's skip that part.
So, after sitting with Haolun somewhere around March, I started to meet this bunch of really cool and fun guys, each with their unique personality. This group of people currently referred to, by some people, Cliquinity. Well, I suppose the sitting arrangement was the part where I actually got to know them, afterall you gotta admit, Haolun was the guy to hang out with. I won't say the word, I won't, Popular. Whoops, there you go. Lol. Nah, seriously though. My social life sort of took a turn once I became good friends with them group. More rebellious (sorta), more fun, I wasn't the moral guy I once used to be. I didn't stick to my word as much, I didn't seem to care.
Life then was all about fitting in, doing what my friends do. Sleeping in class, hitting on girls (Uh yeah, I didn't do that part. I just sat back and watched the rest, I swear.), hanging out at Benedict's house after school, beating each other at ping pong, rapping to songs trying to impress others. Basically I didn't give much shit to studies.
Around the early part of the year, there was this girl I really fancied. I won't hide it, I went crazy over her. Day and night, everything. All my focus was on how I should approach her the next day,topics I could pick up with her. Though it might sound creepy, I spent days daydreaming about how we would be and romantic shit like that. Yeah, I always barely get away with it when teachers asked what I was thinking.
Well, finally I grew some balls and asked her out. In a.. dramatic way. Around half way through the year. I may have actually pretended my life was a movie and did all that shit that I did, and thinking back it might actually make a good storybook. But that wasn't the point. She wasn't interested and I got rejected flat. It took days and days, heartbreaking shit at home. I was rotting. It was also the period I found out my phone was bullshite.
It took, plenty of months for me moaning and groaning about how useless I was, before I finally balled up and said, this is enough for me. I've spent a quarter of a year wasting my time on something I did not achieve, and thinking that love was all I needed. No, of course it wasn't. I'm young, there's plenty ahead of me. Even though the thought of me being a good boyfriend was still lingering at the back of my head. It wasn't what I needed, it was an important year for my studies and I know it.
Around early 2010 I was also actively talking to my now "Guru" Jiayu. She was the influence, the sole influence, well maybe a bit of the awesome Vanessa. She is the reason for me staying up, now. I remember there was this point she was addicted to Lady Gaga like mad, so I stayed up with her and waited for the Alejandro video to come out. At the time it was around 1 or 2. And I slept that late. Since then, I've been sleeping later and later. I had the guts to wake up early morning to watch Tottenham games as well. Big part of me right now, the staying up late thing.
So, later part of the year I knuckled down and studied, while the occasional after school lunch and pingpong at Ben's place. Then one fine afternoon, I played basketball with a couple of friends. That Friday afternoon was the day I met.. well, Potato. Nuff said. That potato was really cool, we shared quite a lot in common, and we talked quite a bit. I don't really wanna go into details but that Potato changed me. And will always be an important part of me.
That was also the year I became really self conscious, not really that vain but I started to take note of myself more than I used to before. I cared about what others thought about me and I made sure it was good things they were saying. Whenever I hear someone badmouthing me in any way, I get really upset. I try to change the way I am, to become someone better. Someone who was of help to people, someone friends could count on. And even at this moment I really try to be a good guy, in the meantime not forgetting to be myself.
Vanessa taught me one thing, I remember. That, I should stop living for other people. This is me, this is my life. I should enjoy it. Well, till now I still believe in helping whenever I can but well, maybe because of her I've learnt to enjoy life a bit more. Life is short, we should do whatever we want. As long as its morally correct and wont get you in too much of deep shit.
During the holidays I vowed I'd make it exciting and productive. Well, no doubt, I had a lot of fun. Though I felt it could have been better in some aspects. I didnt just lie around all day waiting for things to happen. I made it happen. Such as doing things I've never did before, because that's when you actually gain knowledge. So one day I tried eating a Double McSpicy. No doubt I gained knowledge, knowledge to never do that again. Unless I felt like doing so.
During the holidays, things happened as well. My maid went back to her homeland, leaving my family without a maid since years. We struggled to cope at first, had plenty of arguments here and there. But things seemed to have settled down right now. I must admit, I was really emotional when my maid left. I was on my way to meet Haolun when I teared on the train, I recieved a phone call from my dad scolding me because I forgot to take keys. That I had to open the door, not just ring a bell and someone would open it for me. I teared. It was a moment of realization, that, I have to start being independent. Start doing things on my own. I'm not the spoiled little brat I once was. I'm my own man. I'm capable of doing it myself, why bother people and get help for things I can do myself?
Well, life without a maid has settled down for me and family. We're far more relaxed now. There might have been much more I haven't mentioned in this post, but overall, I really enjoyed 2010. Thanks to all of you who I have met, who made this year an extremely fruitful and enjoyable year for me. It shaped me and I probably won't forget it. Cheers to a better 2011 everyone!
-Renald
Wazzem' Haterz!
WE GOT EM' GOIN' DOWN FOR THE COUNT,
LOOKIN' AT THE GROUND,
THAT'S WHY WE GOT HATERZ,
THAT'S WHY WE GOT HATERZ,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
WHERE WE GO,
HATERZ GOING DOWN FOR THE COUNT!
I was going to do my new year resolution but. Ahh fuck it.
-Renald
LOOKIN' AT THE GROUND,
THAT'S WHY WE GOT HATERZ,
THAT'S WHY WE GOT HATERZ,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
HATERZ EVERYWHERE WE GO,
WHERE WE GO,
HATERZ GOING DOWN FOR THE COUNT!
I was going to do my new year resolution but. Ahh fuck it.
-Renald
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