Its confusing, it hurts.

You said you wouldn't, you did.
You said you couldn't, you did.

What exactly am I doing that, makes no difference at all?

Its like I don't know or understand, how you really feel. I feel like an idiot.

The moment you burst all your emotions out, the moment I feel, how much do I not actually know? I'm like a dumbass secluded from everything isn't going well.

Nothing happened, you said. But how am I suppose to believe that? How can something not happen for you to feel that way?

Is it me? Is it something else? Nothing makes sense. Everything contradicts each other and I can't seem to find the balance.

Fucking messed up.